The Soldiers Mock Jesus
16 The soldiers led Jesus away into the palace (that is, the Praetorium) and called together the whole company of soldiers. 17 They put a purple robe on him, then twisted together a crown of thorns and set it on him. 18 And they began to call out to him, “Hail, king of the Jews!” 19 Again and again they struck him on the head with a staff and spit on him. Falling on their knees, they paid homage to him. 20 And when they had mocked him, they took off the purple robe and put his own clothes on him. Then they led him out to crucify him.
Hindi ko na alam. I wanted to say a thousand words; to clear everything up. I wanted to fix everything I made. I wanted to talk to you and say, the words i should say. Alam nyo na, sorry, goodbye, and things like those. Hindi kasi papaya ang isip ko eh. Gusto kong malinaw ang lahat.
Nangako ako sayo
Hindi magbabago pagmamahal ko sayo
Nangako sayong hindi ako magmamahal ng iba
Hihintayin ko na bumalik ka
Hihintayin kong Mahalin mo ulit ako
Kahit ang sakit
Sabi mo sakin noon, hindi mo na ako mahal.
Sabi mo sakin noon, wala ka ng pakealam.
Sabi mo sakin noon, ayaw mo na.
Sabi mo sakin noon, sawa ka na.
Sabi mo sakin, di ka na babalik.
Sabi mo sakin, wag na akong umasa.
sabi mo noon, tumigil na ako.
Pero paano? Kung sobra kitang mahal.
Its been a month when I was so in love,
When I said my heart is finally taken.
When I said I finally got it right.
When I said my heart is no more broken.
Its been a month when I start keeping the receipt,
The receipt we got from the cinema.
The prints on it had merely faded,
As our feelings lasted.
Its been a month since I heard you sing,
Since we send VMs to each other.
Since I smiled to your messages,
Since we send tweets to each other.
The clouds were heavy,
The trees sway to the east.
People are opening their umbrellas,
the whole place turned into grayscale.
I am looking outside the window,
All I do is sigh and sigh.
A huge noise is behind me,
From people’s words to the strum of a guitar.
Oo, gusto ko sya. Pero ayaw kong sabihin. Torpe na kung torpe pero ayaw kong sabihin.
Kasi naman gusto ko syang kasama. Masaya ako kapag nag-uusap kami. Friends kami at ayokong itong feelings kong ito ang makasira sa friendship namin.
Kapag nagtapat kasi ako baka, iwasan na nya ako. Kung hindi man nya ako iwasan, magkakaroon pa din ng awkward feeling. Ayoko nun. Hindi ko na sya makakausap o makakasama.
I think I’m fallin’,
And I don’t know if its good or bad.
It feels risky,
But it also feels great.
I think I’m fallin,
Its 3am and all I think about is her.
Dreamin’ of that sweet smile of her’s
And her cute high notes voice.
They say its pointless and unreasonable to commit suicide. pero ano bang alam nila? Dinanas ba nila ang depresyon na dinanas ng mga piniling magpakamatay? Nakita ba nila ang mundo na hindi nakikiayon sa gusto nila? Kilala mo ba ang mga tao na nagpadama na wala silang karapatang mabuhay?
“Life is precious, more precious than anything.” Pero the truth is, Life alone is precious but there are these fvcking things, na kaakibat ng life na sobrang nakakatanga-sobrang nakakainis. Para sa isang taong marami ngang options pero sobrang restricted naman ng options nila, hindi Malabo ang suicide. It’s the simplest possible solution.
There are these people who judge you. They want you to be yourself, but if you did became yourself, they will judge you. They’ll isolate you. They’ll say that you’re so stupid but the truth is you’re just being yourself.
Masakit. Oo, masakit ma-judge ng mga tao sa paligid mo. Lalo na kung wala naman silang alam sa pinagdadaanan mo. Akala nila, wala kang pakiramdam. Na yung sasabihin nila ay wala lang sayo. Sila ang Anklebiters.